Boku ga Shinou to Omotta no wa - Mika Nakashima

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

umineko ga sanbashi de naitakarais because black-tailed gulls chirped on a pier

Nami no manima ni ukande kieruAppeared and disappeared drifting on the waves,

kako mo tuibande tonde ikeflying away and picking my past as they go

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

tanjoubi ni anzu no hana ga saitakarais because apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday

Sono komorebi de utatane shitaraCan I become the soil with dead bugs

mushi no shigai to tsuchi ni nareru ka naif I nap under the sunbeams filtering through foliage?

Hakkaame gyokou no toudaiMint candy, lighthouse at a fishing port,

sabita achi-kyou suteta jitensharusty arch bridge, abandoned bicycle

Mokuzou no eki no sutoobu no mae deIn front af a stove at a wooden station house,

dokoni mo tabidatenai kokoromy heart can't set out anywhere

Kyou wa marude kinou mitaidaToday looks like yesterday,

ashita o kaerunara kyou o kaenakyaif we wanna change tomorrow we should change today

Wakatteru wakatteru keredoI know, I know... but...

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

kokoro ga karappo ni nattakarais because my heart went blank

Mitasarenai to naite iru no waThe reason why I cry over being unsatisfied

kitto mitasaretai to negaukarais surely because I wanna be satisfied

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

kutsuhimo ga hodoketa karais because the shoelace got undone

Musubi naosu no wa nigatena nda yoI'm not good at connecting things together,

hito to no tsunagari mo mata shikarithe same goes with human relationships

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

shounen ga boku o mitsumete itakarais because the boy was gazing at me

Beddo no ue de dogeza shi teru yoI'm getting down on my knees on a bed

ano hi no boku ni gomen'nasai toto apologize to myself on that day

Pasokon no usu akariDim-light of a computer,

joukai no heya no seikatsu-onsounds of life coming from upstairs

Intafon no chaimu no otoSounds of interphone chimes,

mimiwofusagu torikago no shounenboy covering his ears in a birdcage

Mienaiteki to tatakatteruDon Quixote who's fighting with an invisible enemy

rokujouhitoma no donkihoutein a six-mat room

Gouru wa douse minikui mono saGoal must be ugly anyway

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

tsumetai hito to iwa retakarais because I was called a cold person

Aisaretai to naite iru no waThe reason why I cry for being loved

hito no nukumori o shitte shimattakarais because I've got to learn the warmth of others

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

anata ga kirei ni waraukarais because of your gentle laugh

Shinu koto bakari kangaete shimau no waThe reason why I only consider dying

kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugirukarais because I am way too serious to live on

Boku ga shinou to omotta no waThe reason why I thought I'd die

mada anata ni deattenakattakarais because I hadn't met you yet

Anata no youna hito ga umaretawhere people like you were born

sekai o sukoshi suki ni natta yoI fell in love with this world a little more

Anata no youna hito ga iki teruI will place my hope in this world a little bit

sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yowhere people like you are alive.