If - Hanatan

AruiteTo walk and run,

sawatteto touch and feel,

nemutteto sleep and then,

mezameteawake again.

arifuta aishita wa konaiI took these normal things for granted everyday.

kono mi ga owaru toMy life goes by, and though try

kizuita toki karato hang on as my body dies.

sakebi hajimete inoshiThe promise of tomorrow fades away.

moshimo kono ryouashi gaIf I could move these feet,

jiyuunaraout from this room I would run.

heya no sote he fumi dashiteIf I could move these hands,

ikououtward I would reach.

moshimo kono ryou ude gaEach "if" is a dream destined

jiyuunarato never come true.

dareka ni furete mitaiAll I can do is lie here.

kami gaIf there is a God,

iru no narabathen, what good is he?

nante muryokunaHe's done nothing for me.

sugaritsukuWith each breath,

kodou no itoI fight on hopelessly.

kurushii kurushiiI'm suffering, suffering.

sore demo ikitaiHowever, I want to live.

yasuraka ni nemure nakute iiI don't want to sleep for eternity.

kono mi gaI know I'll

owaru todie soon,

kizuitaand never

sono hi nibe able to go on.

watashi wa umare ochitaI wonder if I'll ever be ready.

kurushii kurushiiI'm suffering, suffering.

sore demo ikitaiEven so, I want to live.

yasuraka ni nemure nakute iiI don't want to sleep for eternity.

musuu no hakanaiSo many "ifs"

"moshimo" wo kirisakurun through my minds

shindenzu no oto gathese thoughts I can't let go of.

umareteBeing born,

mezameteawakening,

nemutteliving shortly.

sore karaand then dying.

sono saki ni wa nani ga aru noWhat awaits me after this sad life?

musuu no hakanaiThese countless "ifs",

"moshimo" wo yume mitathey plague my dreams relentlessly.

Nagai yoru ga akete ikuThis seemingly endless night goes on forever.

iki wo konoshite mattaWaiting for my final heartbeat,

makkana ashita wo mattaI await my final breath.

makka na ashita wo maFor my final breath, I-